crap..

i tell myself
no matter what happen
i 'll smile and face it

it's not a new problem
it 'll pop out sooner or later
i know
i really scare to face it
and try to escape the reality.

actually
nth happened
juz emo
...
pls allow me
emo
for awhile
...
this is my own problem
dun try to console me
my frend
it doesn't concern you at all
i dun wan make u worry
i dun wan make u sad
i dun wan make u emo


i can't blame anyone
i wish i can make a choise
but
to me
i have no choice at all
i cannot choose but wait.

i shouldn't expect much from u
but
i still
hoping against hope.

although i know
the answer
that i know
that u dun know.